i might be dying. if i'm not, i might try to find someone to kill me.

i haven't been sick - not like this - in probably at least 7-8 years.
it sucks. on top of that, a woman at work today asked me if i was taking "the bad stuff" -- not aware of what "the bad stuff" was, she produced a factsheet from the fda with a list of cold and cough medicines that contain phenylpropanolamime aka: "the bad stuff"

it appears that "the bad stuff" has been shown to be responsible for hemmoragic stroke in (mostly) women, but can effect men too. well, this just sucks, as my favourite cure-all, alka seltzer plus cold medicine is on the list. well. i'm taking some righ tnow, bleeding brain or not.

and i make this cool wheezing sound when i breate in. yeah. that's gotta be good.